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Wednesday, April 07, 2004

She's nasty on the outside, but deep down, she has a heart of Formica 

Wow. It's been a while. Well, it's spring break. (\/\/007!!!)
Um...Yeah. I'm stupid. Still have Chem extra credit to do and Archaeology posters to do. Bleargh.
Been driving lots and lots. And on actual roads, not just in my neighborhood. I actually drove to my gramma's house and back. *nods proudly* Nothing hit, nothing broken or anything!
I bought the most recent Princess Diaries book and read it. Laura and Meredith spent the night Monday night. We stayed up eating lots and lots and watching Monty Python skits. From this we have gathered things we like which include:
-yelling "Albatross!"
-watching Upperclass Twits of the Year
-the quote "She's nasty on the outside, but deep down, she has a heart of Formica"
-I want a hearse with flowers on it
-Meredith wants skipping pallbearers at her funeral
-Stalingrad is NOT a good place to make your headquarters and take over the world
Then we watched something on haunted hotels and Laura was extra extra bitterly sarcastic and skeptical for some reason. We continued eating. I dozed off and on during "Witch Hunter Robin" and "InuYasha". Laura stayed up til 7 in the morning reading....crazy. So when Meredith and I woke up and were playing pickup sticks and playing with Spiderman, she was trying to sleep. Then we started petting her hair, and so she made funny noises. Then we watched part of a bad Stephen King movie called "Dreamcatcher" about aliens that take over your body and give you a horrible case of that KILLS you...dun dun DUNNNN!!!
Today Daddy and I went golfing. It was fun part of the time. :-P My playing wasn't the greatest it has been. Haven't played in a while. Did some other stuff then went to the orthodontist. He thinks I need to see an oral surgeon to get a second opinion cuz my jaw is messed up in a really weird way I can't describe without making it sound worse than it is.

I got a pair of Chucks!! Yay! I'm hungry...

Saturday, March 27, 2004

"This SUCKS" she said over and over, staring at the toilet paper decor... 

Yes. That was MORP. Jon and I did not stay long, needless to say. When they said we were allowed to leave, we left.
First Date ever was good til we got to the dance. Blargh. Jon came and picked me up and we went and had dinner at Pleasant Ridge Chili. I had pancakes, bacon and cheesy homefries. Jon helped me eat the pancakes. Hehe. Then we went to the dance and NO ONE was there. It started to fill up, but it still sucked. I had to take a breathalizer test. I was "lucky" enough to get the orange ping pong ball. :-P I passed. Danced a little with Kathy and Alia and Jon. The music SUCKED. NOTHING but rap. (put the rap back in Crap). So we left at 10 and went home and just hung out for a while.
Today mom and dad and I went to the flea market. I got a knife for throwing and "Grave of Fireflies" tape. My sister and brother-in-law came over for dinner. We went to Golden Corral. Nummy....cornbread and pot roast and bourbon chicken and baby corn and sweet potatoes and orange sherbert and broccoli with cheese and rice and foooooooood...
Tomorrow dad and I are going to a record convention. There'll prolly be nothing there. No one's selling bootlegs much anymore. They keep getting busted. Eh. Maybe we'll get lucky. You never know.

Sunday, March 21, 2004


Death Obsession
Death Obsession

What's Your Obsession?
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You are a moon shadow. With the moon as your source
you are a being of great mystery. Constantly
drifting, you descend into darkness to conceal
your brokenness. You have come to believe that
you are the only one you can rely upon for
constancy and safety that you need. But those
who know how to see you find enchanting beauty
in your wistfulness and fragility. It is to
them that you should flee, for their arms are
an open haven where your true light can finally
thrive..(please rate my quiz cuz it took me for
freaking ever to create)

What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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Black Dragon
You are a black dragon! Master of the shadows and
nightmares. People claim you to be evil but
you're just misunderstood. You just want to be

Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!)
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Your a Dark Angel...and hey, you probably knew it.
Dark angel are in truth, very malicious, but a
sign of one also is very sad. Dark Angel all
used to be pure angels, but something went very
wrong with their life. Either it was the
sudden, murder of a loved one, betrayl, or pure
torture to them, dark angels have commited
their life to Satan himself. They are silent,
and their wings are dark black feathers, or
blood red. Dark Angels appear when there is
someone dying, or a murder. If you see one, it
means the death of a loved one is expected.
Dark Angels cannot actually harm a human, but
they love to see the suffering of one.

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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*Pink Floyd's Money plays* 

Today was ok. Slightly nauseated.
We found out Kitty is hilarious when stoned on catnip.

Dad took me to MediaPlay out...somewhere. Ran into Jessica Palmer. We drooled together over manga and I ended up buying a Vampire Princess Miyu dvd, Chobits V.1 (finally!!) and Shutterboc V.1.
Then dad and I went to Tricounty mall and looked at Suncoast where I got V.1 and 2 of Alice 19th and 2 boxes of Pucca (one was free). I also joined that Replay thing cuz I'm always buying manga and stuff. Then we went to Hot Topic where, alas, I bought nothing because it's all so expensive. There was an anime shirt that they had, but they didn't have it in my size. They also had an InuYasha shirt which I wanted muchly badly but it was $18...and I'm cheap. I didn't see any wallets, which is what I really need. A wallet...yup. That'd be nice.
Came home. Drove some. Read some manga. Ate. Got nauseated. Now here I am.

Saturday, March 20, 2004

Luck of the Irish my foot... 

Well, yeah. Aren't I just the luckiest, happiest girl ever?
Sweet 16 wasn't sweet at all, especially since it was spent in the bathroom. Yes, for my birthday, I GOT THE STOMACH FLU!!!!!
Because of it, I missed 3, yes, THREE, days of school. I am royally screwed. So much work to make up it is not even funny. A lab...tests...homework...that stupid Ohio Graduation Test (yes, they ACTUALLY expect me to make that stupid thing up even though it will have no reflection on my intelligence...or theirs for that matter and will not guarantee that I'll graduate. All it says is that I can do...8th grade math and reading! So I am at least qualified to work at McDonalds! There ya go. Dream come true. Not.)
What can I say? I'm bitter.
After having stayed in bed (more like the bathroom) for the past three days, today was nice. I'm feeling better. Still afraid to eat. But feeling better. I did eat an Arby's sandwich today (dad knows how to tempt me). But that's it. Right before I got sick, mom made me weigh myself because she thought my Prednizone (for my migraines) was making me gain weight. I was 122. I threw up 7 times. Some *other* stuff happened. I weighed myself again the next day at dad's request. 115 pounds. And still losing...
That's not healthy...
Now to go sit as mom and dad eat and I just go "ewwww"...

Tuesday, March 16, 2004


First off:
RIP Louis
My little birdy boy with the sky on his tummy died Sunday night. He was so happy and EXTRA friendly that morning, letting me pet him, giving me birdy kisses. Then he died. It was so sudden. I miss him so much, and Lestat does too. I'm afraid he'll get depressed.

My birthday is tomorrow. 16!

We bloody well better have school tomorrow. There's a freaking snow day today?? WTF?? It's NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN in MAAAAAAARCH!!!!! ESPECIALLY NOT THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY!!! *eye twitches* I hate this stupid city's weather. Someone, I don't know who, but someone seriously pissed off the weather gods that reside over this area. We need to go back to human sacrifices...we'll start with the politicians....>.o But wait...that'd just make them madder...crap...

I hate this. But hey, Jon's coming over later today. And again tomorrow. *nods*

RIP Louis

Saturday, March 13, 2004


Three day weekend. And Jon's ungrounded. But the way it's shaping up, it doesn't look like we'll get to do anything. Because life sucks.
Friday was cool. Went to see "Secret Window" with Kate. Schizo Johnny Depp is hot. I'm weird I know but **purr**. :-D
Got a checkered bracelet thing and a happy Bunny energy drink, a smoothie, chai, and chicken. Sadly, when anywhere, the majority of my money is spent on either manga or food. I saw an awesome skirt I wanted, but was not about to pay $26 for it. I also ran into a guy from St.Cecilia's. Strange to see him...he went was nice to see that he wasn't some stuck up Purcell brat that that stupid school bred (inbred). Today hung out with Laura. Twas fun. Had pizza with too much garlic. I HATE garlic. It is icky. Icky icky icky.
My neck hurts and I don't know why.
I'm hungy...must go...try Jon's cell again...
Oyasumi, uncaring fellows.

My birthday is this Wednesday.

Thursday, March 11, 2004

Continuity...there is little, if any... 


01. Smoke?: Nope.
02. Do drugs?: I don't think taking all the prescription meds I need is "doing drugs" per se...
03. Read the newspaper?: No. I don't like to be more depressed than I already am.
04. Pray?: Sometimes.
05. Go to church?: Not anymore.
06. Talk to strangers who IM you?: No.
07. Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yeah
08. Take walks in the rain?: In the summer, YES!!
09. Talk to people even though you hate them?: Only if necessary...for school or something.
10. Drive?: Yup!
11. Like to drive fast?: Not yet.


01. Liked your voice?: Not really.
02. Hurt yourself?: Many times.
03. Been out of the country?: No....*is sad*
04. Eaten something that made other people sick?: Prolly...people don't seem to agree with my that ketchup goes well with french toast...
05. Burped?: Never. Cuz I'm not human and don't have normal bodily functions...*rolls eyes*
06. Been unfaithful?: Nope.
07. Been in love?: Yes!
08. Done drugs?: Define *done drugs*
09. Gone skinny dipping?: Nope.
10. Had a surgery?: No, and I hope I never have to, either.
11. Ran away from home?: No.
12. Played strip poker?: No.
13. Gotten beaten up?: Yes.
14. Been picked on?: All the freaking time
15. Been on stage?: Yes.
16. Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: ....Have you???
17. Thought about suicide?: Many times.
18. Pulled an all-nighter?: Of course.
19. If yes, what is your record?: um...don't remember
20. Gone one day without food?: Yes.
21. Talked on the phone all night?: No.
22. Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: No.
23. Slept all day?: I've come close.
24. Killed someone?: Literally, or hypothetically? Cuz hypothetically...I'm a serial killer...
25. Made out with a stranger?: Nope.
26. Had sex with a stranger?: Nope.
27. Thought you're going crazy?: Thought it? I KNOW it.
28. Kissed the same sex?: Yes.
29. Done anything sexual with the same sex?: O.o
30. Been betrayed?: Yes.
31. Had a dream that came true?: Multiple times.
32. Broken the law?: Minor offenses only.
33. Met a famous person?: Um...Krista from Star64 (when the WB wat Star64)
34. Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No.
35. Stolen anything?: Food...from friends.
36. Been on radio/TV.?: Yeah.
37. Been in a mosh-pit?: No.
38. Had a nervous breakdown?: Too many to count.
39. Considered religious vocation?: HA!!!!
40. Been criticized about your sexual performance?: Nope.
41. Bungee jumped?: Heck no.
42. Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes. AND I HATE THEM

CLOTHES and other fashion

01. Shoe brand?: Vans, preferably.
02. Brand of clothing?: Thrift Store. ;)
03. Cologne/perfume?: That stuff makes me sneeze. And hurts my nose.
04. What are you normally wearing to school/work?: Black.
05. Wear hats?: Love hats.
06. Judge other people by their clothing?: Sometimes.
07. Wear make-up?: If I'm not too lazy
08. Favorite place to shop?: Thrift store or *gasp* Hot Topic
09. Favorite article of clothing?: My red batman tshirt.
10. Are you trendy?: I'm me. Is that trendy?
11. Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: I should shoot you for that question.


01. Believe in life on other planets?: Yes.
02. Miracles?: *shrugs*
03. Astrology?: I'm skeptical, but I find it to be the most reliable of divination techniques.
04. Magic?: Yes
05. God?: Yes
06. Satan?: Yes.
07. Santa?: Don't make me start on how Santa is the stupid americanized verssion of a swedish saint...
08. Ghosts?: yes
09. Luck?: Bad luck maybe...
10. Love at first sight?: Not really
11. Yin and Yang?: not really
12. Witches?: Wicca
13. Easter bunny?: My dad killed the easter bunny.
14. Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: I'd like to believe that.
15. Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Nope. Rainbows are actually circles, so there is no end. It's just how we percieve it as being an arc, instead.
16. Do you wish on stars?: Yes.

LOVE, and all that jazz

01. Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: *shrugs*
02. Do you remember your first love?: No. I saw him today but I do'nt remember all. *rolls eyes*
03. Still love him/her?: Yes.
04. Do you consider love a mistake?: No.
05. What do you find romantic?: Vampires and blood and roses.
06. Turn-on?: Long hair.
07. Turn-off?: Arrogance.
08. Do you base your judgment on looks alone?: No. Not that shallow.
09. If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Feel flattered but turn them down politely...depending upon who it was. :-P
10. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Knowing.
11. Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: Who said it wasn't?? I'm just too scared. So Jon did it.
12. Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Yeah, I think so.
13. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Jon says he does
14. What is best about the opposite sex?: *shrugs*
15. What's the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Depends. There is a certain lack of thinking though...
16. What's the last present someone gave you?: Mom bought me TGIF potatoe skins.
17. Are you in love?: Yes
18. Do you consider your significant other hot?: Oh yes.
19. What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: Glance over and keep going.


01. That haunted you?: ...the ghost in my house...
02. You wanted to kill?: Hmm....Clara....when she WOULDN"T STOP SINGING
03. That you laughed at?: Jon
04. That laughed at you?: A lot of people....
05. That turned you on?: Jon. What??
06. You went shopping with?: My mom. we were at walmart today.
07. That broke your heart?: Ware
08. To disappoint you?: Ware.
09. To make you cry?: Ware.
10. To brighten up your day?: Jon.
11. That you thought about?: Jon.
12. You saw a movie with?: *thinks* Tomorrow I'm gonna see a movie with Kate...
13. You talked to on the phone?: Jon
14. You talked to through IM?: Jon Wood
15. You saw?: Mom and Dad
16. You lost?: ?
17. You thought was completely insane?: Me.
18. You wanted to be?: I may find faults with myself, but I still want to be me.
19. You told off?: Heh...too many people...
20. You trusted?: Jon
21. You turned down?: dunno.


01. Smiled?: On the bus today.
02. Laughed?: On the bus today.
03. Cried?: Sometime this week.
04. Bought something?: Bought...a mag last weekend. and donuts. many many donuts this week.
05. Danced?: um....
06. Were sarcastic?: O.<
07. Hugged someone?: Daddy hugged me today cuz I was dizzy and nauseated.
08. Talked to an ex?: is Colin my ex??
09. Watched your fave movie?: Not seen it in a while...
10. Had a nightmare?: Prolly last night...
11. Talked on the phone?: tonight. to Kate.
12. Listened to the radio?: not for a while.
13. Watched TV?: a few mins ago. Law and Order SVU.
14. Went out?: *thinks*...
15. Helped someone?: uh...
16. Were mean?: many times today...
17. Sang?: Tuesday...watching a U2 dvd.
18. Saw a movie in a theatre?: Can't remember. seeing one tomorrow.
19. Said "I love you"?: Today. To Jon. And to my parents before bed.
20. Missed someone?: Today. Now.
21. Fought with a family member?: Not recently
22. Fought with a friend?: ...*thinks*
23. Had a serious conversation?: today on the bus.
24. Got drunk?: Nope.
25. Had sex?: NOPE

Been a while 


This stolen from Sybbie
01. Your gender: Female.
02. Straight/gay/bi?: Straight.
03. Single?: Nope.
04. Want to be?: Want to be what? Single? No.
05. Your birthday: March 17!! ~~NEXT WEEK~~
06. Age you act: Depends.
07. Age you wish you were: 18. But I used to want to be 13 and that turned out to suck majorly
08. Your height: 5'2". Shut up.
09. The color of your eyes: Gray-ish blue
10. Happy with it?: I want purple but that's something only Liz Taylor can pull off.
11. The color of your hair: Blonde...ish...with lots of brown...
12. Happy with it?: No. I want pretty red hair like me mum. Or sister.
13. Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right, but slight ambidextrous
14. Your living arrangement?: With my parents and many pets.
15. Your family: My mother, my father, me, doggy, kitty, hamster, fishy, birdies, bunny, froggy. And me brother and sister, but they have their own houses.
16. What's your job?: I'll be old enough next week.
17. Piercings?: *shudders* NOOOO
18. Tattoos?: Noooooooo
19. Obsessions?: music, vampires, anime, manga, animals, books.
20. Do you speak another language?: A little spanish (not fluent) and a little japanese
21. Have a favorite quote?: "If you can't beat them, arrange to have them beaten"
22. Do you have a webpage?: You're looking at it.
23. Sports? Badminton?

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it

01. Do you live in the moment?: Um.Yes...ish. I worry a lot about what has happened in the past, but not as often as I used to.
02. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Nope.
03. Do you have any secrets?: If I did, I wouldn't be telling you. STupid.
04. Do you hate yourself?: That's what the Prozac is for.
05. Do you like your handwriting?: Nope. It sucks.
06. Do you have any bad habits?: Chew my nails. Worry. Say sorry constantly without reason behind it.
07. What is the compliment you get most from people?: ....
08. If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called?: *blinks*
09. What's your biggest fear?: Too much to say. Irrational? OH Yes.
10. Can you sing: Jon and Laura say I could if I had confidence, but my mother says I cant.
11. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No. 12. Are you a loner?: Sort of. Mentally, yes.
13. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Nope.
14. Are you a daredevil?: Depends how long I've gone without sleep.
15. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I'm sure there's a limit on how long my answer can be...
16. Are you passive or aggressive?: Aggressive when necessary. Or angry. Passive when it makes sense (at which point I later become aggressive)
17. Have you got a question?: Again with the limit...
18. What is your greatest strength and weakness?: I' and I'm self-depracating.
19. If you could change one thing about yourself?: ONE thing?
20. There are three wells: love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Creativity!
21. How do you vent?: Depends how long what is being vented has been pent up inside. Today I crushed a plastic tape dispenser. Shredding pop cans is fun though.
22. Do you think you are emotionally strong?: HA!
23. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I regret so much.
24. Do you think life has been good so far?: Nope.
25. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Don't trust too easily but don't distrust too easily.
26. What do you like the most about your body?: O.o
27. And least?: O.o
28. Do you think you are good looking?: Nope.
29. Are you confident?: Ha.
30. What is the fictional character you're most like?: I am a fictional character yet to be written.
31. Do people know how you feel?: *shrugs*
32. Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes.

More later.

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