Saturday, November 29, 2003
Oy
Oy, mucho headachy.
Today I went to Gramma's and decorated her Xmas tree. Then I went to Jon's and we hung out. That was nice. I tried to play guitar but couldn't because of my trembling. We're gonna have to tell the doctor about it. Yeah, apparently there doesn't have to be a bunch of people at his house in order for me to go there. My parents JUST told me this. It's so hard to get a bunch of people together as is. It's hard to have a life that involves other people, cuz their lives are already so busy. *sighs*
Tomorrow I have to go to the Main Library for my Anthro project. Oh joy. Not.
HEADACHE
Today I went to Gramma's and decorated her Xmas tree. Then I went to Jon's and we hung out. That was nice. I tried to play guitar but couldn't because of my trembling. We're gonna have to tell the doctor about it. Yeah, apparently there doesn't have to be a bunch of people at his house in order for me to go there. My parents JUST told me this. It's so hard to get a bunch of people together as is. It's hard to have a life that involves other people, cuz their lives are already so busy. *sighs*
Tomorrow I have to go to the Main Library for my Anthro project. Oh joy. Not.
HEADACHE
Friday, November 28, 2003
*sigh*
*sigh* waiting for Jon to get online so I can know what time to come over tomorrow...
You're a Loner. You hate to be around anyone happy,
or just plain old anyone. You're rude, crude
and mean. But you have to have some of a heart
right?
What Kind of Girl are you? (anime pics)
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You are the Fire Fairy!
What Fairy Are You???
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Average Werewolf: You change with the moon, like to
eat people, and then forget everything once you
have changed back. You might not even have
known you were a werewolf before now. Um,
surprise!
What Breed of Werewolf are You? (Images)
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YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY you
got them right you know your stuff
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY * PLUM CALM
DOWN *
How much do you know about Chobits.
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Congratulations! You are Chii! She's the best in
the series, in my opinion. Cute, and funny...
this persocom is the highlight of Chobits.
Chii? ^_^ CHII!!!
What Chobits Character are you?
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You're Sumomo.
What Chobits character are you?
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you're a theurge, a mystic born under the crescent
moon.
which phase of the moon (auspice) were you born under?
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You are a katana! You are sharp, fast, and easy to
control. sometimes you are too short but you
make up for it with your grace and elegance.
What kind of sword are you?
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You're a Loner. You hate to be around anyone happy,
or just plain old anyone. You're rude, crude
and mean. But you have to have some of a heart
right?
What Kind of Girl are you? (anime pics)
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You are the Fire Fairy!
What Fairy Are You???
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Average Werewolf: You change with the moon, like to
eat people, and then forget everything once you
have changed back. You might not even have
known you were a werewolf before now. Um,
surprise!
What Breed of Werewolf are You? (Images)
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YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY you
got them right you know your stuff
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY * PLUM CALM
DOWN *
How much do you know about Chobits.
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Congratulations! You are Chii! She's the best in
the series, in my opinion. Cute, and funny...
this persocom is the highlight of Chobits.
Chii? ^_^ CHII!!!
What Chobits Character are you?
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You're Sumomo.
What Chobits character are you?
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you're a theurge, a mystic born under the crescent
moon.
which phase of the moon (auspice) were you born under?
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You are a katana! You are sharp, fast, and easy to
control. sometimes you are too short but you
make up for it with your grace and elegance.
What kind of sword are you?
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Matrix Reloaded
I just saw (finally) The Matrix Reloaded.
It was good, but it wasn't. The fight and chase scenes were awesome, but then they also stank. There were parts where the computer created action just did not meld well with the live action (which was computer enhanced). It was like they took parts straight out of the video game (which rocks) and just stuck it into the movie. The plot was kinda slow, but once it picked up it went fast. The best part of the movie was the part on the freeway.
The Wachowski (sp?) brothers did pretty good on this, but I think they did much better on the Animatrix.
*shrugs*
Chrissy and Mike just left. Chrissy got sick cuz of some LaRosa's she had earlier.
I had pie. All is well with the world.
Now, while I wait for Jon to get on, I shall quiz. I have no life.
You represent... anger.
Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.
What feeling do you represent?
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You are Amy Lee from Evanescence. Your music is
soulful, dark, and a bit chilly. But we love
you anyway.
Which Dark Lady Are You?
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You're Dream of the Endless. You are extremely
proud and permit yourself few friends, but you
love deeply those whom you choose.
Which of the Seven Endless Are You?
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It was good, but it wasn't. The fight and chase scenes were awesome, but then they also stank. There were parts where the computer created action just did not meld well with the live action (which was computer enhanced). It was like they took parts straight out of the video game (which rocks) and just stuck it into the movie. The plot was kinda slow, but once it picked up it went fast. The best part of the movie was the part on the freeway.
The Wachowski (sp?) brothers did pretty good on this, but I think they did much better on the Animatrix.
*shrugs*
Chrissy and Mike just left. Chrissy got sick cuz of some LaRosa's she had earlier.
I had pie. All is well with the world.
Now, while I wait for Jon to get on, I shall quiz. I have no life.
You represent... anger.
Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.
What feeling do you represent?
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You are Amy Lee from Evanescence. Your music is
soulful, dark, and a bit chilly. But we love
you anyway.
Which Dark Lady Are You?
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You're Dream of the Endless. You are extremely
proud and permit yourself few friends, but you
love deeply those whom you choose.
Which of the Seven Endless Are You?
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Thursday, November 27, 2003
Thanksgiving Madness...Madness I say!!
Justin came over and we watched Vampire Hunter D. Then he tried to steal numerous things from my room. Now, I eat pie.
Thanksgiving Quiz Madness
But first,
I am thankful for Jon, music, animals, friends, anime, art, and books. Not necessarily in that order.
Eudial
Which Sailor moon S Villan Are you?
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Guys just love...how vulnerable you are!
What Do Guys Love About You? (with pics :3)
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YOU ARE A SUNRISE!
YOU ARE A VAMPIRE!
You are the charismatic leader of the night.
Seductive and beautiful, you lure humans to
their deaths for their precious blood. Since
you are dead already and as tough as they come,
you are secure, condifent, and nearly
invincible.
Welcome to the shadows!
And now that you know who you are, take my hand and
join me in a trip to the unknown....
Come
with me and live forever....
What Evil Creature of the Night are you?
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Changeling: You are one of the forgotten ones, the
keepers of dreams that spread light and joy in
a world of darkness. You are a fairy caught
within a human shell, using your body to keep
safe from the cold disbelief just outside your
door. Your kind is as varied as the dreams you
were born from, and you find that fewer
children today believe in the magic and wonder
of your kind, but you can not give up hope..
The winter is fast approaching, but you gather
dreams tightly about you, a blanket to keep the
chill away. You will never truly die as long as
there are still people with hopes and dreams.
If you would like to know more, please take my
changeling quiz to find out what type you would
be classified as at:
http://quizilla.com/users/lurichan/quizzes/What%20Type%20of%20Changeling%20Are%20You%3F%20(Now%20Including%20Pictures%20for%20Each%20Kith)
What type of World of Darkness Creature Are You?
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How are you an angel? Dark, demonic even. Very
risky, and live life for what its worth. Yet, I
wholeheartedly follow your motto....you only
live once...
^*>,<*^Which Anime Angel Are You^*>,<*^
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What attracts people to you?
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HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. >.<
Dark goddes. You are responsible for all thats bad
and evil in the world. Some would say you were
let out of Pandoras box
What beutiful goddess are you?(with anime pics!)
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Consort of the Wyrm: You arent just evil, you
relish and savor every wicked deed you have
ever instigated. You thrive off the pain and
suffering of others. It is what you live for.
The more sick and disgusting the act, the more
you enjoy it. You are one sick puppy. You try
to out do yourself on a regular basis, and you
cant stand to be outdone by others. You lost
your soul and your self a long time ago, now
you live merely to serve the darkness,
destruction, and evil you have chosen as your
mistress.
How Wyrm Tainted Are You?
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You are a Vampire! You are probably the offspring
of a demon and a mortal, you drain the blood
from your mortal victims. You hate sunlight and
you've no reflection. You despise crucifixes
and you love black. You are solitary and you
are driven by a thirst you can never quench, a
thirst for blood, and you despise Humans.
(Pictures in results)What Mythical Being are You?
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Which Dyre Spirit Are You Most Like?
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I am thankful for Jon, music, animals, friends, anime, art, and books. Not necessarily in that order.
Eudial
Which Sailor moon S Villan Are you?
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Guys just love...how vulnerable you are!
What Do Guys Love About You? (with pics :3)
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YOU ARE A SUNRISE!
You are a sight to behold indeed. Beautiful,
delicate and bright, you inspire everyone
around you. You are often extremely optimistic
and see everything as a new beginning - a new
chance at life. Your happiness is contagious -
people cheer up just being around you.
However... you have a dark side too. You are
prone to bouts of depression. Just as the sun
goes down every day, so your mood can swing
from the brightest of brights to the darkest
nights and deep depression. You need to learn
to hold onto the light and the happiness that
you feel and hold off the sadness that creeps
up on you. If you can do this, there will be no
limit to what you can do!
THIS IS A LINK TO AN ONLINE GAME. This link will
bring you to a game world that will allow you
to explore not the good parts of yourself...
but the dark ones. If you wish to learn more
about the darkness and bring out other parts of
yourself, click this link and enter a name.
Just
take my hand....
What Symbol of GOODNESS are you?
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True Fae: You are a magical creature of legend, and
way too powerful to deal with trivial things
like the rules of physics. You don't play by
the rules science has tried to establish, you
are above them. Banality has not tainted your
soul with its order and structure. You are ever
changing, and always beyond belief. You are a
diamond in the night sky.
You have no/zero banality.
How Banal Are You?
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To be, or not to be?
What is Your Shakespearian Tragic Flaw?
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YOU ARE A VAMPIRE!
You are the charismatic leader of the night.
Seductive and beautiful, you lure humans to
their deaths for their precious blood. Since
you are dead already and as tough as they come,
you are secure, condifent, and nearly
invincible.
Welcome to the shadows!
And now that you know who you are, take my hand and
join me in a trip to the unknown....
Come
with me and live forever....
What Evil Creature of the Night are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Changeling: You are one of the forgotten ones, the
keepers of dreams that spread light and joy in
a world of darkness. You are a fairy caught
within a human shell, using your body to keep
safe from the cold disbelief just outside your
door. Your kind is as varied as the dreams you
were born from, and you find that fewer
children today believe in the magic and wonder
of your kind, but you can not give up hope..
The winter is fast approaching, but you gather
dreams tightly about you, a blanket to keep the
chill away. You will never truly die as long as
there are still people with hopes and dreams.
If you would like to know more, please take my
changeling quiz to find out what type you would
be classified as at:
http://quizilla.com/users/lurichan/quizzes/What%20Type%20of%20Changeling%20Are%20You%3F%20(Now%20Including%20Pictures%20for%20Each%20Kith)
What type of World of Darkness Creature Are You?
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How are you an angel? Dark, demonic even. Very
risky, and live life for what its worth. Yet, I
wholeheartedly follow your motto....you only
live once...
^*>,<*^Which Anime Angel Are You^*>,<*^
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What attracts people to you?
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HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. >.<
Dark goddes. You are responsible for all thats bad
and evil in the world. Some would say you were
let out of Pandoras box
What beutiful goddess are you?(with anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla
Consort of the Wyrm: You arent just evil, you
relish and savor every wicked deed you have
ever instigated. You thrive off the pain and
suffering of others. It is what you live for.
The more sick and disgusting the act, the more
you enjoy it. You are one sick puppy. You try
to out do yourself on a regular basis, and you
cant stand to be outdone by others. You lost
your soul and your self a long time ago, now
you live merely to serve the darkness,
destruction, and evil you have chosen as your
mistress.
How Wyrm Tainted Are You?
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You are a Vampire! You are probably the offspring
of a demon and a mortal, you drain the blood
from your mortal victims. You hate sunlight and
you've no reflection. You despise crucifixes
and you love black. You are solitary and you
are driven by a thirst you can never quench, a
thirst for blood, and you despise Humans.
(Pictures in results)What Mythical Being are You?
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Which Dyre Spirit Are You Most Like?
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Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Quizzes
You are my goth, red headed, chick. If you are
cutting your self you need lots of help. I
would try to find Jesus Crist if I was you.
(Jesus loves you ;P! )
Which one of my anime pics are you?(girls)
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Today was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!
Lessee.
Well, considering I had to wake up at 9, it was a great day.
Mom and I went thrifting with mom. I got mass stuff. Some skirts, a halloween costume (it's like a black dress with purple sleeves with spider webbing on it), and some PJ pants. Then we all went to Burger King for lunch and I got 2 Cat In The Hat crowns. I kept trembling (like I have been for the last week) and mom thinks it may be because of my Nortriptilan or my codiene (which I had to take 2 of AGAIN). Then we dropped Gramma off and went home. I baked pies and they took SOOOOO long to get done. They kept not being baked all the way through. I was getting aggravated and yelling at the pies. I painted while I baked.
Jon came over and we spent a while downstairs as I was baking the pies. Then we went upstairs and hung out for a while. We had Arby's and Pizza for dinner. Dad made him leave at 7. :P Jon got to stay a half hour later than usual! Wow! *rolls eyes* Mom made him promise to call when he got home tho, cuz she's deathly afraid he'll get hurt driving. Now, I'm exhausted.
*shrugs*
GOOD DAY!! GREAT DAY!!!
Well, considering I had to wake up at 9, it was a great day.
Mom and I went thrifting with mom. I got mass stuff. Some skirts, a halloween costume (it's like a black dress with purple sleeves with spider webbing on it), and some PJ pants. Then we all went to Burger King for lunch and I got 2 Cat In The Hat crowns. I kept trembling (like I have been for the last week) and mom thinks it may be because of my Nortriptilan or my codiene (which I had to take 2 of AGAIN). Then we dropped Gramma off and went home. I baked pies and they took SOOOOO long to get done. They kept not being baked all the way through. I was getting aggravated and yelling at the pies. I painted while I baked.
Jon came over and we spent a while downstairs as I was baking the pies. Then we went upstairs and hung out for a while. We had Arby's and Pizza for dinner. Dad made him leave at 7. :P Jon got to stay a half hour later than usual! Wow! *rolls eyes* Mom made him promise to call when he got home tho, cuz she's deathly afraid he'll get hurt driving. Now, I'm exhausted.
*shrugs*
GOOD DAY!! GREAT DAY!!!
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
RETURN OF QUIZILLA
Oh the dreardom starts
As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming of "What
If's".
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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You are Lime.
You are quirky and misunderstood. You are
definitely your own person. You don't let
anyone tell you who you should be. You never
sell out your values and beliefs, no matter
what. However, you can sometimes have trouble
fitting in, but only because you are
misunderstood.
Most Compatible With: Wintergreen
Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming of "What
If's".
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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You are Lime.
You are quirky and misunderstood. You are
definitely your own person. You don't let
anyone tell you who you should be. You never
sell out your values and beliefs, no matter
what. However, you can sometimes have trouble
fitting in, but only because you are
misunderstood.
Most Compatible With: Wintergreen
Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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VACATION!!!!
VACATION!!
Plans as follows. Contact me if you wanna squeeze in somewhere (I'm sure you can, I'm not that busy, it just looks like it).
Wednesday
1. Thrift Store with Mum!
2. Make Pie
3. Jon comes over YAY!
Thursday
1. Eat. What else?
Friday
1. Chrissy and Mike come over
Saturday
1. Fill in here
Sunday
1. Library for Anthropology project
One of these days I need to work on my English paper too...*shrugs* I hate research papers.
I hate Math more. And now I have a tutor in it. Cuz I'm a nitwit. *nods solemnly*
I'm happy. Mom and I went to World Market and Mom bought 4 !!! 4 Boxes of Pocky! That nummyful addictive Japanese treat that I LOVE! I ate a whole box already. I should prolly spread these out til Xmas...but I doubt that will happen. Mom also bought me this super tasty soda made with egg cream. It was called "Orange Dream Soda". Very delicious. Orangy and creamy goodness. Yup Yup. And the bottle's all pretty and curvy, so of course we must keep it. Of course.
Then I came home and did my Chem ( I figured out the Lab ALL BY MYSELF!!) and my Algerbra *grumbles expletives* and now here I am.
All I listen to lately is Foo Fighters. For the last week it's been Foo Fighters. I listened to AFI for a whole month, so...that's nothing compared to my Led Zeppelin dealie, listening to it for many monthS, plural. I go through phases. I listened to Grateful Dead a whole month, My Chemical Romance for like...3 months...Janis Joplin about 2 weeks...yeah. That's how I do things. Oh, and White Stripes for a month or so...
Anyway. Like you all care. I'm just babbling. If I spoke as much as I do online, I'd have NO friends. *sighs*
This means I'm finished for now.
Plans as follows. Contact me if you wanna squeeze in somewhere (I'm sure you can, I'm not that busy, it just looks like it).
Wednesday
1. Thrift Store with Mum!
2. Make Pie
3. Jon comes over YAY!
Thursday
1. Eat. What else?
Friday
1. Chrissy and Mike come over
Saturday
1. Fill in here
Sunday
1. Library for Anthropology project
One of these days I need to work on my English paper too...*shrugs* I hate research papers.
I hate Math more. And now I have a tutor in it. Cuz I'm a nitwit. *nods solemnly*
I'm happy. Mom and I went to World Market and Mom bought 4 !!! 4 Boxes of Pocky! That nummyful addictive Japanese treat that I LOVE! I ate a whole box already. I should prolly spread these out til Xmas...but I doubt that will happen. Mom also bought me this super tasty soda made with egg cream. It was called "Orange Dream Soda". Very delicious. Orangy and creamy goodness. Yup Yup. And the bottle's all pretty and curvy, so of course we must keep it. Of course.
Then I came home and did my Chem ( I figured out the Lab ALL BY MYSELF!!) and my Algerbra *grumbles expletives* and now here I am.
All I listen to lately is Foo Fighters. For the last week it's been Foo Fighters. I listened to AFI for a whole month, so...that's nothing compared to my Led Zeppelin dealie, listening to it for many monthS, plural. I go through phases. I listened to Grateful Dead a whole month, My Chemical Romance for like...3 months...Janis Joplin about 2 weeks...yeah. That's how I do things. Oh, and White Stripes for a month or so...
Anyway. Like you all care. I'm just babbling. If I spoke as much as I do online, I'd have NO friends. *sighs*
This means I'm finished for now.
Monday, November 24, 2003
*sigh*
how is it I was laughing like a mad woman on the bus and now i' m about to cry?
Not anymore, really, cuz Justin's talking to me, and that's fun and then Jon just said he loved me twice for no reason. I love Jon.
Not anymore, really, cuz Justin's talking to me, and that's fun and then Jon just said he loved me twice for no reason. I love Jon.
Saturday, November 22, 2003
Hrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrm....>.<
MY HEAD HURTS AND I HATE IT!!!!!
I'm so so so so tired of these migraines. I swear, I'm about to chop someone or something into tiny little pieces and feed them to rabid sharks (no, I am not sure if sharks get rabies but it sure is a nice little graphin in-head movie, isn't it?) and then ...well, I don't want to hurt the sharks...I like sharks.
Oy. THe point is...MY HEAD HURTS AND NOTHING HELPS!! AT ALL!
Staying up past midnight last night probably didn't help, but hey, Guys and Dolls was totally worth it!! It was so so so so cool!! Matt was awesome! (even tho he thinks he stank, he was awesome) and so was Olivia! We (me, olivia, rosemary, matt, lisa, kate) went to Olivia's house afterwards to watch our favorite parts on the video Olivia's dad made. We ate popcorn and ice cream!
Rosemary and I were so happy to see each other, and Rosemary was even happier cuz I let her pet Jon's hair. She's in love with his hair. I, of course, totally agree. Jon was like a pimp last night with one arm around me and one around Rosemary (this was after the show). Yup. I love my Jon. And my Rosemary.
At Olivia's house, Rosemary called her brother and he wanted to talk to me. It's so funny, he thinks I'm hot (just by Rosemary's descriptions of how I dress and act). Because we all know that I'm not. At all. *shrugs*
So now, here I am at 12:40 in the afternoon. I woke up about 40 minutes ago (with my humoungous headache). I ate ramen and over half a can of biscuits. I am still hungry. I need to eat less. That's not gonna happen. I should exercise more. I already do, and I hate it. And I barely have time for it as is. Oh well.
Mem can't come over. She's sick! Everyone is sick! *surrounds self with various charms and supersticious things to protect self from illness*
I'm so so so so tired of these migraines. I swear, I'm about to chop someone or something into tiny little pieces and feed them to rabid sharks (no, I am not sure if sharks get rabies but it sure is a nice little graphin in-head movie, isn't it?) and then ...well, I don't want to hurt the sharks...I like sharks.
Oy. THe point is...MY HEAD HURTS AND NOTHING HELPS!! AT ALL!
Staying up past midnight last night probably didn't help, but hey, Guys and Dolls was totally worth it!! It was so so so so cool!! Matt was awesome! (even tho he thinks he stank, he was awesome) and so was Olivia! We (me, olivia, rosemary, matt, lisa, kate) went to Olivia's house afterwards to watch our favorite parts on the video Olivia's dad made. We ate popcorn and ice cream!
Rosemary and I were so happy to see each other, and Rosemary was even happier cuz I let her pet Jon's hair. She's in love with his hair. I, of course, totally agree. Jon was like a pimp last night with one arm around me and one around Rosemary (this was after the show). Yup. I love my Jon. And my Rosemary.
At Olivia's house, Rosemary called her brother and he wanted to talk to me. It's so funny, he thinks I'm hot (just by Rosemary's descriptions of how I dress and act). Because we all know that I'm not. At all. *shrugs*
So now, here I am at 12:40 in the afternoon. I woke up about 40 minutes ago (with my humoungous headache). I ate ramen and over half a can of biscuits. I am still hungry. I need to eat less. That's not gonna happen. I should exercise more. I already do, and I hate it. And I barely have time for it as is. Oh well.
Mem can't come over. She's sick! Everyone is sick! *surrounds self with various charms and supersticious things to protect self from illness*
Thursday, November 20, 2003
Back by semi-popular demand...
The blog!
God this has been such a long week. It's been so rough. Ware. If you don't know, well, I don't know. Ask? I guess he wants to NOT be friends. It's up to him. I've done what I can. *shrugs*
The week started good, with the A in chem but steadily declined with a 69 on my math test, a 70 on my anthro test, a sub in math, and we'll just see what I got on my chem test and what happens with my tests tomorrow. I hope tomorrow is better.
The only good day this week was Tuesday and that's cuz Jon came over. And Ben helped us study for the Chem test that was supposed to be yesterday but was today.
On top of that, all week, my back's been hurting. I think I pulled it.
I have a HUMOUNGOUS migraine. I bid you adieu.
God this has been such a long week. It's been so rough. Ware. If you don't know, well, I don't know. Ask? I guess he wants to NOT be friends. It's up to him. I've done what I can. *shrugs*
The week started good, with the A in chem but steadily declined with a 69 on my math test, a 70 on my anthro test, a sub in math, and we'll just see what I got on my chem test and what happens with my tests tomorrow. I hope tomorrow is better.
The only good day this week was Tuesday and that's cuz Jon came over. And Ben helped us study for the Chem test that was supposed to be yesterday but was today.
On top of that, all week, my back's been hurting. I think I pulled it.
I have a HUMOUNGOUS migraine. I bid you adieu.
Monday, November 17, 2003
I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!!!!!
I GOT AN A ON BOTH MY CHEMISTRY QUIZ AND FOR MIDTERM IN THERE!!!! WAHOOO!!!!
Friday, November 14, 2003
Wow, been a while since I quizzed...
You are the Hunting Wolf .
Bloodthirsty and wild, you will hunt for your Queen
and people to feed them.
What Caste of Wolf are you? ( with pictures!:p)
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Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The
Rapture.
"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."
The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.
As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Congratulations! You have an understanding of the
goth culture!
A True Goth Quiz (now with pics)
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You are John Constantine.
John has a strong knowledge of the occult and at
times he appears to wield strong magical powers
but he has also become known as something of a
con-man, more likely to talk himself out of
trouble than pull a rabbit out of a hat.
What Gritty No Nonsense Comic Book Character are You?
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Yay for Neil Gaiman comics!
I think I'm Bipolar...
But, as you know, I've thought that for quite a while now, so whatever. I've been up and down and way way way way way down and up a teeny bit, and down and up all week. It's...amazing from a psychological and medical view point, but it's Friggn' annoying for me. And probably everyone else...
I got an 89% on that Red Badge of Courage test. That book stank. Hiroshima is good. Good in an "it's an engaging and intriguing read" not good in how it turns out. Actually, as I read it, I find myself crying sometimes. Not fullblown crying, but little tears running down my face. Of course, I was crying yesterday while online...and in the shower...and even though I told Jon I wasn't, right after I said I wasn't, I realized I was and I hadn't even realized it. Again, I point to the bipolar thing. Or I have caught PMS from Lisa. I'm leaning towards bipolar. The point is, I like the book. I never like things about war, but this isn't about "war" it's about the effects of war and the innocents that our government screwed over. NO WARE I"M NOT SAYING THAT CUZ I"M A "JAPANUT" (and it's otaku!). I'm saying that because in war, you don't fight the innocent. You fight the enemy, and quite often, the people being ruled by the enemy don't want the war at all *points to Iraq, Japan, Pakistan, a number of African countries, Russia, Germany, America ^cough cough Bush cough cough^ * It is amusing in class to hear Mr. Able mispronounce some of the names. For example, he says "Mr. Foo-jee-eye" when it is actually "Mr. Foo-jee-ee". Yes, I have a Japanese grammar book. Yes, I read it.
Wow. I didn't expect that paragraph to last that long. Oh well I guess.
I wish some people would get online and talk to me. I'll get off and get on later.
I got an 89% on that Red Badge of Courage test. That book stank. Hiroshima is good. Good in an "it's an engaging and intriguing read" not good in how it turns out. Actually, as I read it, I find myself crying sometimes. Not fullblown crying, but little tears running down my face. Of course, I was crying yesterday while online...and in the shower...and even though I told Jon I wasn't, right after I said I wasn't, I realized I was and I hadn't even realized it. Again, I point to the bipolar thing. Or I have caught PMS from Lisa. I'm leaning towards bipolar. The point is, I like the book. I never like things about war, but this isn't about "war" it's about the effects of war and the innocents that our government screwed over. NO WARE I"M NOT SAYING THAT CUZ I"M A "JAPANUT" (and it's otaku!). I'm saying that because in war, you don't fight the innocent. You fight the enemy, and quite often, the people being ruled by the enemy don't want the war at all *points to Iraq, Japan, Pakistan, a number of African countries, Russia, Germany, America ^cough cough Bush cough cough^ * It is amusing in class to hear Mr. Able mispronounce some of the names. For example, he says "Mr. Foo-jee-eye" when it is actually "Mr. Foo-jee-ee". Yes, I have a Japanese grammar book. Yes, I read it.
Wow. I didn't expect that paragraph to last that long. Oh well I guess.
I wish some people would get online and talk to me. I'll get off and get on later.
Thursday, November 13, 2003
I JUST want to cry.
What is wrong with me??
I hate life.
I'm sick of being told to do this, do that. I'm sick of having to bottle everything up and when it comes out getting yelled at. I'm sick of wanting to die, but I can only force myself to start over only so many times. For Jon, things are so simple. He has it all planned out. He'll work his way through college. It won't be hard for him either. He's a prodigy musician. I have nothing. I work four times harder than everyone else, and I have nothing to show for it. Nothing. My F's are the only grades that get attention. My B's and A's, nothing. No "Congradulations", no "Good Job". Just "Work harder" and "fix what you did wrong".
Right now it seems like the only people who care about me are Jon (mine) and Jon (Wood). And even Jon (mine) has his problems.
Oh well. WHat can I do. Rely on...NOTHING.
I hate life.
I'm sick of being told to do this, do that. I'm sick of having to bottle everything up and when it comes out getting yelled at. I'm sick of wanting to die, but I can only force myself to start over only so many times. For Jon, things are so simple. He has it all planned out. He'll work his way through college. It won't be hard for him either. He's a prodigy musician. I have nothing. I work four times harder than everyone else, and I have nothing to show for it. Nothing. My F's are the only grades that get attention. My B's and A's, nothing. No "Congradulations", no "Good Job". Just "Work harder" and "fix what you did wrong".
Right now it seems like the only people who care about me are Jon (mine) and Jon (Wood). And even Jon (mine) has his problems.
Oh well. WHat can I do. Rely on...NOTHING.
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Why?
I hate life. I got a 55% on that retake. Hey! At least I'm a slightly higher failure!! WHOOHOO! NOT. >.< *smacks self*
In general
it stinks.
See the sardonic snarky me.
In general
it stinks.
See the sardonic snarky me.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
La dee da!
I'm still in a bit of a stupor, but it's ok Jon. :D
Anyway. School. Blah.
Today's my Gramma's birthday. Happy Birthday Gramma!
Daddy got teh new Rolling Stones 4 DVD set! AND IT ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so so so so cool! So clear sounding and all these awesome extras and oooh!
Ben helped me study for chemistry. I needed the help!
Aww man. I didn't play guitar today. Dangit!!!
Anyway. School. Blah.
Today's my Gramma's birthday. Happy Birthday Gramma!
Daddy got teh new Rolling Stones 4 DVD set! AND IT ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so so so so cool! So clear sounding and all these awesome extras and oooh!
Ben helped me study for chemistry. I needed the help!
Aww man. I didn't play guitar today. Dangit!!!
Monday, November 10, 2003
*sighs happily*
It just keeps getting better and better. And I mean that in the most UNsarcastic way possible.
LONG WEEKEND W007!
Yesterday spent night at Jess's. We watched "When Harry met Sally" and "Monty Python's Meaning of Life".
Jon's coming over in like 10 minutes.
I got my packet for my temps! I have my booklet and the I.D. card AND a legal birth certifigate now! YAY!
Jon's coming over in like 10 minutes.
I got my packet for my temps! I have my booklet and the I.D. card AND a legal birth certifigate now! YAY!
Friday, November 07, 2003
Sooo anyway
Long weekend! Yay!
Tomorrow Anime Club
Meredith may spend the night. I think so...I hope so.
Retook the Algebra test today. *prays 20 Our Fathers and 10 Hail Marys* I studied so hard for it!!
Took Anthro Quiz. I dunno about that.
I think I did ok on the English test.
Lent Per IY 1. He is hooked. :D Yay! New Otaku! weeee
Anyway. Yeah.
I think Jon's coming over on Monday. (cuz theres no school! w007!)
Tomorrow Anime Club
Meredith may spend the night. I think so...I hope so.
Retook the Algebra test today. *prays 20 Our Fathers and 10 Hail Marys* I studied so hard for it!!
Took Anthro Quiz. I dunno about that.
I think I did ok on the English test.
Lent Per IY 1. He is hooked. :D Yay! New Otaku! weeee
Anyway. Yeah.
I think Jon's coming over on Monday. (cuz theres no school! w007!)
Thursday, November 06, 2003
Today
I HATE SCHOOL but what's new?
Tomorrow we retake the ALgebra test. Cuz 3/4 of the class failed. I totally crammed. I crammed the first time, but this time I REALLY worked.
And I studied for Anthro and English. Blah.
I didn't exercise today (what a terrible shame) but I didn't play guitar either. And that stinks. Cuz I NEED to practice. BIG TIME.
I'm sad. Cleo, my neighbors cat, was put to sleep yesterday. He had kidney failure, and they had him on home dialisys (sp?). He was so skinny. I love Cleo. I'll miss him so much.
R.I.P. Cleo Acher
Tomorrow we retake the ALgebra test. Cuz 3/4 of the class failed. I totally crammed. I crammed the first time, but this time I REALLY worked.
And I studied for Anthro and English. Blah.
I didn't exercise today (what a terrible shame) but I didn't play guitar either. And that stinks. Cuz I NEED to practice. BIG TIME.
I'm sad. Cleo, my neighbors cat, was put to sleep yesterday. He had kidney failure, and they had him on home dialisys (sp?). He was so skinny. I love Cleo. I'll miss him so much.
R.I.P. Cleo Acher
Today
I HATE SCHOOL but what's new?
Tomorrow we retake the ALgebra test. Cuz 3/4 of the class failed. I totally crammed. I crammed the first time, but this time I REALLY worked.
And I studied for Anthro and English. Blah.
I didn't exercise today (what a terrible shame) but I didn't play guitar either. And that stinks. Cuz I NEED to practice. BIG TIME.
I'm sad. Cleo, my neighbors cat, was put to sleep yesterday. He had kidney failure, and they had him on home dialisys (sp?). He was so skinny. I love Cleo. I'll miss him so much.
R.I.P. Cleo Acher
Tomorrow we retake the ALgebra test. Cuz 3/4 of the class failed. I totally crammed. I crammed the first time, but this time I REALLY worked.
And I studied for Anthro and English. Blah.
I didn't exercise today (what a terrible shame) but I didn't play guitar either. And that stinks. Cuz I NEED to practice. BIG TIME.
I'm sad. Cleo, my neighbors cat, was put to sleep yesterday. He had kidney failure, and they had him on home dialisys (sp?). He was so skinny. I love Cleo. I'll miss him so much.
R.I.P. Cleo Acher
Today
I HATE SCHOOL but what's new?
Tomorrow we retake the ALgebra test. Cuz 3/4 of the class failed. I totally crammed. I crammed the first time, but this time I REALLY worked.
And I studied for Anthro and English. Blah.
I didn't exercise today (what a terrible shame) but I didn't play guitar either. And that stinks. Cuz I NEED to practice. BIG TIME.
I'm sad. Cleo, my neighbors cat, was put to sleep yesterday. He had kidney failure, and they had him on home dialisys (sp?). He was so skinny. I love Cleo. I'll miss him so much.
R.I.P. Cleo Acher
Tomorrow we retake the ALgebra test. Cuz 3/4 of the class failed. I totally crammed. I crammed the first time, but this time I REALLY worked.
And I studied for Anthro and English. Blah.
I didn't exercise today (what a terrible shame) but I didn't play guitar either. And that stinks. Cuz I NEED to practice. BIG TIME.
I'm sad. Cleo, my neighbors cat, was put to sleep yesterday. He had kidney failure, and they had him on home dialisys (sp?). He was so skinny. I love Cleo. I'll miss him so much.
R.I.P. Cleo Acher
Today
I HATE SCHOOL but what's new?
Tomorrow we retake the ALgebra test. Cuz 3/4 of the class failed. I totally crammed. I crammed the first time, but this time I REALLY worked.
And I studied for Anthro and English. Blah.
I didn't exercise today (what a terrible shame) but I didn't play guitar either. And that stinks. Cuz I NEED to practice. BIG TIME.
I'm sad. Cleo, my neighbors cat, was put to sleep yesterday. He had kidney failure, and they had him on home dialisys (sp?). He was so skinny. I love Cleo. I'll miss him so much.
R.I.P. Cleo Acher
Tomorrow we retake the ALgebra test. Cuz 3/4 of the class failed. I totally crammed. I crammed the first time, but this time I REALLY worked.
And I studied for Anthro and English. Blah.
I didn't exercise today (what a terrible shame) but I didn't play guitar either. And that stinks. Cuz I NEED to practice. BIG TIME.
I'm sad. Cleo, my neighbors cat, was put to sleep yesterday. He had kidney failure, and they had him on home dialisys (sp?). He was so skinny. I love Cleo. I'll miss him so much.
R.I.P. Cleo Acher
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
Nothing much to say...
Um. Yeah. Drew in art club. Today was SOOOOO long. Grey days like this are. Oh well. Jon came to art club so it was good.
Jess baked coookies for Gleam tomorrow!!YAY!
Strange occurence...My parents said people may now call after 9, but not after 10. Don't know what brought that on exactly...oh well...i suppose it gives me and Jon a tidge bit more calling freedom.
Chrissy is coming over tomorrow! Yay! It's a pity I always see her in the morning. When I'm sooo out of it and can't form sentences.
Oh well.
Jess baked coookies for Gleam tomorrow!!YAY!
Strange occurence...My parents said people may now call after 9, but not after 10. Don't know what brought that on exactly...oh well...i suppose it gives me and Jon a tidge bit more calling freedom.
Chrissy is coming over tomorrow! Yay! It's a pity I always see her in the morning. When I'm sooo out of it and can't form sentences.
Oh well.
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
OOOOOOH YAY!!!
OMG JUSTIN YOU ROCK I LOVE AFI SOOOOO MUCH THANK YOU!!
"Silver And Cold"
I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me
As you're longing to sing
So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn
As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me)
Your sins into me... oh
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into...
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Yeeeeeeees I luuuuurve this CD!!!
Anyway, there's nothing to talk about really. Mom found the awesome Monty Python book at hte library called "The Pythons as told by The Pythons" or something like that. it's awesome too!
"Silver And Cold"
I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me
As you're longing to sing
So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn
As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me)
Your sins into me... oh
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into...
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Yeeeeeeees I luuuuurve this CD!!!
Anyway, there's nothing to talk about really. Mom found the awesome Monty Python book at hte library called "The Pythons as told by The Pythons" or something like that. it's awesome too!
Monday, November 03, 2003
Mom, there's blood in my velveta...
that's what I said ot my mom today at dinner. (We all like to eat our meat still bleeding, and it was extra rare today).
Studied Chem (sorta)
Studied Math...really hard
Didn't study health
PLAYED GUITAR!!!!!!! W007!!!!!
Studied Chem (sorta)
Studied Math...really hard
Didn't study health
PLAYED GUITAR!!!!!!! W007!!!!!
Sunday, November 02, 2003
LAS GUITARRAS!!
I'm playing guitar again. I DON"T STINK EITHER!!! It hurts to type tho, cuz my calluses are gone. Oh well.
I FINISHED MATT'S BASS!!!!!!!!!! Yes it is finished in all it's glory! It's amazing what listening to the Foo Fighters can do for you, artistically.
I keep thinking about yesterday. It doesn't seem real, and yet it seems too real. In such a good way. Oh, such a good way.
I FINISHED MATT'S BASS!!!!!!!!!! Yes it is finished in all it's glory! It's amazing what listening to the Foo Fighters can do for you, artistically.
I keep thinking about yesterday. It doesn't seem real, and yet it seems too real. In such a good way. Oh, such a good way.
Saturday, November 01, 2003
I LOVE Foo Fighters!
Monkey Wrench by Foo Fighters (pics)
What have we done with innocence
It disappeared with time , it never made much sense
Adolesencet resident
Wasting another night on planning my revenge
One in ten
Don't want to be your monkey wrench
One more indecent accident
I'd rather leave than suffer this
I'll never be your monkey wrench
All this time to make amends
What do you do when all your enemis are friends
Now and then I'll try to bend
Under pressure wind up snapping in the end
ONE IN TEN
One last thing before i quit i never wanted anymore
then i could fit into myhead i still remember every single word you said
and all the shit that somehow came along with it
still there's one thing that comforts me since i was always caged
and now i'm FREEE
Don't want to be your monkey wrench (Fall in, fall out)...
What have we done with innocence
It disappeared with time , it never made much sense
Adolesencet resident
Wasting another night on planning my revenge
One in ten
Don't want to be your monkey wrench
One more indecent accident
I'd rather leave than suffer this
I'll never be your monkey wrench
All this time to make amends
What do you do when all your enemis are friends
Now and then I'll try to bend
Under pressure wind up snapping in the end
ONE IN TEN
One last thing before i quit i never wanted anymore
then i could fit into myhead i still remember every single word you said
and all the shit that somehow came along with it
still there's one thing that comforts me since i was always caged
and now i'm FREEE
Don't want to be your monkey wrench (Fall in, fall out)...
